I want to be filled up with spunk. That’s it, really: that’s the blog post. Right now I am utterly and completely obsessed with grabbing a dude by the lapels, dragging him towards me so my lips are right against his ear and I can breathe in that horny scent of him, then growling in his ear “please fill me with your spunk.” Not just one guy, either: ideally he’d be one of many. I want to get filled up with spunk, and the more spunk there is, the better.
Note: the fantasy mentioned at the start of this piece may touch on some themes that are a teeny bit non-consensual. They’re technically extremely consensual, because I wank about them, and if this scene were to happen in real life (pleasepleaseplease), it would only happen if everyone were fully on board with the role play.
Let’s start with the fantasy. It’s one I’ve had for a while. It starts – as 90% of my fantasies do, because I’m a lazy and repetitive wanker – with a guy bending me over a desk/table/sofa/other item of sturdy equipment so I can get fully and thoroughly fucked. In this fantasy, he beats me to show me what’ll happen if I don’t keep quiet, then beats me again – harder, this time – to make me stop crying. With an air of detachment, need, and vague disgust at my inability to just stay still and fucking behave, he fucks me really brutally like he’s desperate to get the spunk out, until he comes really deep in my cunt.
That’s part one.
Often I’ll have come by the end of part one, so part two is not necessary. But should I find my Zumio batteries less-than-charged, or my brain too tired or drunk to get me off quickly, that’s when my imaginary dude ushers in a few of his friends. Because, you see, having dumped his cum inside me, he’s hit with that post-fuck guilt and shame, as well as a kind of self-revulsion that my cunt’s full of cum now, and what if this slut gets pregnant?
So he invites his friends to fuck all of his cum out of me. Holds me down by the shoulders, perhaps with help from someone else if I’m doing a bit too much squirming, then invites the other participants to fucking fill me up. Fill me with so much spunk that his own jizz dribbles from my cunt as the next person’s load gets dumped in.
One after the other, they step forward. Maybe jostling to be the next in line, or stepping back if they don’t think they’re close enough yet. Whenever someone feels like they’re close, they get precedence, and whoever’s in the process of brutally bruising my cervix will stand aside so whoever’s closest to the edge gets to slide their dick inside, and make their contribution by pumping in torrents of their own.
I think this is a pretty standard fantasy, isn’t it? Maybe I’ve just skewed my expectations by existing here for so long – wallowing in the spaff-splattered gutter of Sex Twitter and this blog until my radar for ‘what counts as standard’ has fizzled and melted like… well… like it’s been drowned in a tsunami of jizz.
Fill me with your spunk because it’s not allowed
I’ve been wanking to this fantasy quite a lot more than I usually would lately, and not just because I’ve been bad at remembering to charge up my fucking Zumio. I’ve been thinking about it more, I suspect, because bareback is something precious and special that I haven’t been allowed in a while. The fabulous people at SHL (who do free, postal STI testing if you’re in London – check ’em out!) are efficient, but I can’t waste their precious resources just so I can ask men I barely know to fill me with all of their spaff. So that’s the first reason: it’s impractical at the moment, and in the mind of a horny perv like me, ‘impractical’ can be swiftly spun into ‘forbidden’. Getting filled with cum isn’t just impractical, it’s forbidden. And there’s absolutely nothing that is hotter than ‘forbidden.’
I can tell you, to the day, how long it’s been since somebody jizzed inside me: one hundred and forty nine days. June 11th. Do not ask.
The other day I wrote some erotica for my fabulous site-sponsor FrolicMe, and at the end of the lovely scene I was writing up, the woman lies on her stomach on the sofa, cum dripping out of her well-fucked cunt, as the guy who put it there relaxes and enjoys the view. The phrase ‘well-fucked cunt’ span round and round in my head, along with the jizz-drip image, until it took all the inner strength I had not to text one of the people who is geographically convenient but emotionally inconvenient and beg them to come fill me up.
The next reason I’m obsessed with it is because of a friend with whom I discussed spunk a lot. You’ve met him. He’s a genius. Because after a day or two of fucking and chatting and generally obsessing over spunk, during which I mentioned this fantasy (or some variation on it), and he reciprocated the general love for a scene which ends with someone getting filled till they’re overflowing with multiple loads of jizz, we went out to lunch. A lovely, wholesome, delicious lunch on a fine sunny day. We wandered up to the restaurant, popped our masks on, then just before we were led to our table he pulled me to one side and said: “I’m just gonna say one word to you…” then with a filthy smile and neat, precise pronunciation he mouthed the word “overflowing.” And I couldn’t concentrate on lunch because I was thinking about getting my cunt filled with gallons and gallons of jizz.
There are other stories that feed into this current obsession, which I won’t tell you about in detail because they involve Future Plans that I’m suddenly worried about jinxing. But for what it’s worth, one of them involves (I hope) an absolute fucktonne of spunk, to which I have staked a legally-binding claim. Anyone who tries to take that spaff from me will be seeing my lawyer in Sex Court.
Do you see why I’m so keen to grab men and beg them to fill me with spunk? I’m tying this piece in to the Kink of the Week topic ‘gang bangs’ – partly because my post about getting gang banged in a sex club wasn’t exactly the hottest thing I’ve written, and I felt like this topic deserved a bit more filth (click the lips below to read other people’s filth too!). But also partly because my dream scenario as described above is pretty classic gang bang fodder: one in which they all take turns to cum inside me until there’s jizz fully pouring out of my cunt. Until what goes in inevitably pushes some of the previous load out. Until my cunt is so well-fucked that the mixed loads of multiple men drip – no, gush – down my thighs.
As I say, I’m tying this in to the topic but as you may be able to tell from the horny stream-of-consciousness, poorly-written wank-rag nature of this blog post, I absolutely do not give a flying fuck how beautiful or neat or well-written this is. And frankly, right now, it doesn’t even need to be a gang bang. I just need to be filled up with spunk. Loads of it. Fucking inside me. One guy or two guys or twelve guys, it doesn’t matter. I want forbidden bareback fucking and a warning just before you orgasm so I can squeeze good and tight and make the most of the sensation when your dick twitches as you squirt it good and deep.
I want my cunt to fucking overflow with it.
(addendum: I know this blog post is very normative in a whole lot of ways – not all men can fill me with spunk, as not all men can do some of the other things I fetishise at various points in time. At the moment my sex chat and fantasies revolve fairly heavily around cum, so cum is what you get. It’s hot. It’s not the be-all and end-all though, so it’s important to point out that although not every guy is able to fill me with spunk, most of them are still more than capable of fingering me under a bridge on one of London’s many dark towpaths. I’m extremely horny and, guys: we have options)
Click the lips to read other people’s posts about the Kink of the Week topic ‘gang bangs’…
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Ohh, this is hot.
(And completely agree on the word creampie. A hard Nope.)
I’m perfectly happy being either one of a group of penises in this situation, or being the one who is being filled to . . . overflowing . . . with cum. Wow yum.
I’m a huge fan also of bakery cream pie, custard-filled donuts, eclairs with custard, custards in a dish, boiled custard in a glass for the holidays, etcetera, ad nauseum, ad lib. And i enjoy nothing more than some nice custard while thinking about cum, spunk, jizz, pearl jam, or whatever you want to call it. So actually I like using “creampie”. Regardless of what you call it; one of my life’s pleasures is spewing inside someone and then getting to eat that cum, whichever orifice it went into, or if it is lying there all salty and warm on a tit or a belly or a butt.
Btw, I thought your gang bang post was in fact pretty hot; because it was *realistic*. As someone who has been at orgies and gang-bangs and whatnot, the #1 biggest factor in having them be successful and fun is the harmony and enthusiastic consent of all involved, all on the same paragraph about what is happenin’. That’s pretty rare in this world, so seeing someone talk about what it takes to get to that point is pretty hot all on its own.
blessed be.
Oh shit, I’m sooo desperate to hear this as audio porn.
It’ll be recorded v soon – thank you for your comment, cos yours and Gils prompted me to include it as an option for Patreons to pick this month =)
Very hot indeed. As a male participant in this sort of thing sliding on in and adding my contribution is a huge turn on. When I was single discovering that my partner by the time she ends up at my apartment is already overflowing from her previous activities of her evening was something to admire. When my now wife and I were at a stage in our relationship that we were mostly fuckbuddies she’d call me up and invite herself over if I was available. Her panties would be glued to her overflowing cunt and I’d carefully remove her panties as they were pretty much stuck to her. Her passion and need for me to add my cum to her meant no foreplay, just her spreading her legs and my plunging right in. And yes when it is already filled to the brim whats there does gush out with our fucking. I absolutely adored her desire and did my best to giver her what she needed. In those days she was too shy to have invited all her admires to one place but instead offered those of us she chose the chance to participate, albeit seperately in the same night. Lucky guys all of us.
I hope you find some friends to make this happen for you!!!!
Oh wow this sounds incredible!!
This is so hot, it would also be really great as a recording. My balls are churning and I’ve been playing with myself while reading it for the last 8 hours, and even now I’m still edging. I can’t wait to spurt my hot, thick white ropes over this sexy story, it’s so wankable. I love hearing girls say the words ”wank” and ”spunk” more than anything and I get an instant boner the moment I hear them. I haven’t come since Friday and I’m really frustrated and sore. I can’t wait to see how much spunk I can shoot, but I’m going to edge for a few more hours first. Thank you ;)
Wow, holy shit. I’m so delighted you liked it. And I have good news for you – this is currently winning the vote on Patreon for audio I should record next, so keep an ear out in the next couple of weeks and it’ll go up on the audio porn hub.
I just shot a very heavy load while reading this.
It’s only Tuesday but already this wins comment of the week. Thanks – delighted you liked it =) Also that’s a really excellent use of the word ‘heavy’
Omg thank you that is such fantastic news. I am so looking forward to this, I’m not sure I can stand the wait haha xx
If you support me on Patreon you’ll get the audio a bit sooner than everyone else ;-)
Wow, thanks! People have great taste!! It’s one of the hottest and best written things I’ve ever seen. I wish more girls wrote stuff like this. And fyi there’s nothing ”poorly written” at all about it all all. In fact this is high art to me lmfao
i too love a girl who writes like you do. “wank”, “spunk”, “cunt”, “fill me with cum” are wonderfully expressive words and phrases which refer to perfectly natural desires. You should be proud of yourself. Sorry if this isn’t that well written but obviously i’m wanking while writing over the thought of filling your cunt up with my spunk
First post here. Great story. I have a fantasy around a similar topic, where I would snowball with someone after a heavy load. The “trick” is that the snowball comes back to me which I then proceed to use a lube for anal prep! Still developing the idea but this has given me a inspiration, thank you!
Oooh that sounds incredible! Like… complex but incredible!! I reckon you’d need a couple of people to pull this off (cos of refractory period?) but well worth a shot. Incredible fantasy – and thank you for joining in!
Thanks! Might even pitch as a guest blog!! :)
My wife and I did this a couple weeks before our wedding. She loves bondage and we arranged for 4 body builder types from her gym to join us for an evening. We didn’t intend for her to be filled with cum but after 2 good fuckings, condoms really started to ruin the fun so we just went for it. Highly recommended.
That does sound extremely fun! Because you added ‘highly recommended’ though, I need to add that ditching condoms mid-shag without having convos about people’s STI status/contraceptive choices etc is not the safest way to proceed. I’d recommend anyone who wants to copy this idea (and it does sound like a brilliant time) that they have frank conversations with people beforehand about their safer sex choices, and if needs be use a testing service like SHL – https://shl.uk or similar.
Recently had a vasectomy and had to go to hospital a few months later to give a sample in the ‘spunk room’ to see if it had worked. bet you’d love to be a fly on the wall in there lol.
Thank you so much for this Gotn. You are the queen of sex blogging :) That was sooooo worth waiting for!!!! This is my favourite audio porn of all time, after ‘My sexy Christmas wish: a casual gang bang’. Unfortunately I couldn’t make it through to the end and came very hard at 6:10, which was a shame but I guess I can listen again over and over. I love the way you break up the dialogue, inserting other dirty words like ‘Spaff’, ‘Jizz’, etc. But there’s no other word that gets me going like ‘Spunk’ does. I just love hearing it over and over, especially when it’s said by such a hot, sexy voice. Plus sometimes you gulp between sentences which makes it even hotter. Oh God I really do love hearing you gulp!! I don’t know why it is that words like ‘Spunk’ get me horny, but I just love them. Don’t get me wrong, it’s also arousing to hear ‘ordinary’ words like ‘Masturbation’ and ‘Ejaculation’, but I guess the others are forbidden words, which is probably why they make me twitch when hearing them, even if I’m not in the mood, I will be in the mood after hearing them and normally am desperate for a wank. I feel a bit weird writing all this stuff on a message board, but oh well lol
My first time as a second helping… A lovely lady by the name on Anna… A 40yo milf… Married to a man she rarely fucked, with a lover (James) who fucked her most weeks… And me… Her second secret lover who encouraged her naughtiest activities….. After an afternoon in a hotel with James, I suggested I should visit… He had just left… She was naked and as I kissed and teased her… She admitted James had cum inside her 4 times in just over 2hrs…i already knew he was a heavy cummer having frequently shared phone sex with her soon after james had filled her…. Today I was with her less that 20 mind after his last deposit… She took me in her mouth to fully harden me… before I made her get on all fours and slid my erection into her cum filled pussy… Warm and so wet… As I fucked her his cum leaked and coated my cock… Lubricating my cock as I built up tempo and released my load deep inside her then watching the creamy. Mixture dribbling out of her
This story is my favourite to date, really got me going!.
Must be lovely to slide in after another man or men have been up there unloading there milky gifts.
I love the sound of a wet cunt being fucked, finding that stroke or position to get that lapping sound going, over and over. A nice prolonged fuck.
Ploughing I find is the best for that sound, my cock nearly out but just staying inside enough to guide its self back to full depth.
One day I would love to experience a gangbang, sitting watching and then my turn, sliding the head of my cock up through her folds, wetting it with another mans goo.
Wow! My ultimate fantasy i would love a group of friends for this regular
Really turned me on going have to knock a good wank out over this on the way home in my car, cant wait my big cock is throbbing at the thought
Hey, thanks! Delighted you like it! I’m afraid I’ve had to edit your username- you’re very welcome here in the comments and it’s lovely when new people join in but your name is a pun on the name of a celebrity who is a violent abuser. I don’t want to assume you know this as I know not everyone does, but if you do chip in later pls could you pick a different username? Thank you
PS I assume you’re not going to be literally driving the car while you beat one out. Pull over before you pull yourself off: that’s my motto
I did pull over first layby i could find listened twice to this got me so worked up thinking about this, i blew a massive load kept pumping a shame its gone to waste i would of been able to fill you on my own if u ever fancy cumming for a ride with me and a few of mates for backup just incase you need more spunk after iv filled your pussy, id love see all my spunk shooting and oozing out a tight pussy as another big cock slides in be so messy just what i need on the back seat of my car
There aren’t many things nearly as hot as seeing a woman full and overflowing and then sliding deep into the hot, slippery mess. The only way to top it is going down on her first, but that’s a whole ‘nother topic lol